i went out tonight with a friend i hadn't seen in two years,
and as we talked, i realized she is the best friend i have ever had.
she is not the smartest person
but she is loyal
and accepted me for who i am
when everyone else deserted me.
why then, did i desert her two years ago?
i am shitty person


i also wonder,
was it fate?
that led us to meet again
at community college?
what made me decide to be in that room on that day, at that time,
when i had a whole 6 months to plan my visit?
my favorite author says,
"i was a victim of a series of accidents, as are we all."
but tonight,
i am just not sure

i started community college yesterday. i'm in the lowest math class possible. wtf? on the placement test (I chose to take level 1-pre algebra) I scored a whooping 17/50. WTF! I think mostly I was so nervous that I forgot how to do everything...yeah, that's it. I'm totally not number retarted, i dont think. For the English/reading portion I scored 91% so I'm ok in that area. they sucessfully determained that i can speak and read English. WOO! Right. Anywhoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo



i was searching through my uploads and that was me in 2005! I was only 15! that's crazy! man i'm an ugly one.



LOL! there's another one. oh, that cat.


  

lol i was only 14 in that one! i've had this xanga too long.



apparently i went through a stage where i was obsessed with dana scully because i have like 50 icons like this in my uploads




and of course, my favorite meme ever.

Lately I've been into making graphics. I made this for my Neopets guild (YES YOU HEARD ME, I SAID NEOPETS GUILD)





I made the following graphic for my Lenny's lookup (YES, I SAID I MADE A GRAPHIC FOR MY NEOPETS LOOKUP OK)






OH HAI GUESS WHAT THE PEDO ON THE TOP OF MY PAGE IS DEAD NOW! THE CHILDREN OF THE WORL REJOICE.