Sunday, 11 October 2009

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    The Royal Tenenbaums (Collector's Edition)
    By Various Artists
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    i went out tonight with a friend i hadn't seen in two years,
    and as we talked, i realized she is the best friend i have ever had.
    she is not the smartest person
    but she is loyal
    and accepted me for who i am
    when everyone else deserted me.
    why then, did i desert her two years ago?
    i am shitty person


    i also wonder,
    was it fate?
    that led us to meet again
    at community college?
    what made me decide to be in that room on that day, at that time,
    when i had a whole 6 months to plan my visit?
    my favorite author says,
    "i was a victim of a series of accidents, as are we all."
    but tonight,
    i am just not sure

Thursday, 03 September 2009

Thursday, 27 August 2009

  • oh hay

    i started community college yesterday. i'm in the lowest math class possible. wtf? on the placement test (I chose to take level 1-pre algebra) I scored a whooping 17/50. WTF! I think mostly I was so nervous that I forgot how to do everything...yeah, that's it. I'm totally not number retarted, i dont think. For the English/reading portion I scored 91% so I'm ok in that area. they sucessfully determained that i can speak and read English. WOO! Right. Anywhoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo



    i was searching through my uploads and that was me in 2005! I was only 15! that's crazy! man i'm an ugly one.



    LOL! there's another one. oh, that cat.


      

    lol i was only 14 in that one! i've had this xanga too long.



    apparently i went through a stage where i was obsessed with dana scully because i have like 50 icons like this in my uploads




    and of course, my favorite meme ever.

Friday, 26 June 2009

Wednesday, 15 April 2009

Saturday, 28 March 2009

  • why am I so ugly jesus christ. it's like my parents decided to have children JUST to see how hideous they would become.


    plus why am i so short jesus christ.



    and why am i so fat.



    whatever


    and wtf did Xanga get buyed by Facebook? I'm pretty sure if I wanted to "connect" with Facebook I would be THERE, and not HERE. idiots.


Thursday, 19 March 2009

  • Have you ever lost patches of time? One day I was at my brothers house and I opened the door...the next thing I knew I was at the top of the stairs wondering wtf had happened. Just now I went into the bathroom and turned the faucet on to wash my face and it seemed moments later I was standing in front of the mirror with my pants off and my shirt half way over my head wondering wtf had just happened. I think there is something wrong with me.






Saturday, 07 March 2009

Saturday, 21 February 2009